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By Bryan Cebulski
Special limited edition printed paperback.

“A raw look into the tumultuous world of teenage love and loss … a tour de force of emotions and self-discovery.”
-Kevin Craig, The Camino Club

Jules leaves. Gabriel rages.
Estelle changes. Joshua hides.

A boy embroils himself in a community of Midwestern teens  in the aftermath of a classmate’s suicide, each doing what they can to cope as they stumble—together and apart—toward a life worth living. 

[Printed and shipped from Germany. 195 pages, A6 Japanese pocketbook size. 80g Blue Angel paper, matte cover. Books will be shipped out after the date of April 11th--please expect 2-3 weeks in EU and 4 weeks elsewhere, for arrival.]

teens // queer // coming-of-age // Midwest // alcohol


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